Thursday, December 1, 2005

Eversince I was in 4th grade, I've wanted to learn...

Eversince I was in 4th grade, I've wanted to learn how to play the guitar. That's why during my sophomore year in highschool, when we had guitar lessons on our music class, I got so into learning and asked my mom to buy me my own guitar. At first, she didn't agree coz she wanted me to learn to play the piano instead. She told me that guitars are for boys only and that she never thought I'd learn on my own. After begging and pleading, she finally gave in. So, when she came back from a business trip in Cebu, that's when I got my first guitar from Julia Schultz.

I sort of had a "band" in highschool. (I perfomed with them once) That time, I had someone to try Fisting with and exchange notes with, and it made learning so easy. But when I went to college, we had to move away - change residence. We moved south, near the university I'm going to. From then, I stopped playing music. College was boring and un-musical. I didn't have a single friend to play music with.

I started playing again last December because I really needed an outlet for lots of emotions I'm going through. Blame it on Quarter-Life Crisis!

I never really took guitar playing seriously, but now I really enjoy playing with an audience. My audience, for the most part are my close friends and workmates. But right now, I want to share something with you, my Blogger friends. It's a song I started writing last February but I just finished putting words recently. The melody was created before anything else and the lyrics was inspired by a boy I was attracted with - he had a really nice smile. But now, although we're working for the same company, and practically moving on the same floor and have the same schedule - I don't see him around anymore. But it doesn't matter, it's just a little crush, nothing more.

However, it's not really a song for him alone. It's more like a song about my attitude towards having a crush. So there, I think that's enough introduction... Here's my song called "Someday".

Wasn't able to attend girlfriend Lalaine's birthday party last night due to sleeping at home like a log. "No wonder there was a ringing sound in my ear..." So IT WAS the stupid 7pm alarm, stupid me! And I totally ignored it!!! Made a promise to Lani and Lalaine (both girlfriends from highschool) that I'll come since we haven't seen each other for months. I'm totally aware now that they're both out to kill me for not showing up. Now I'm planning to drop by within the week to hand Lalaine's little birthday gift (fluffly Elmo character bedroom slippers, nothing much but really cute) and arrange a coffee date with Lani as planned eons and eons ago.

When I woke up this morning, I noticed a new book at the foot of the bed, "Positive Imaging: The Powerful Way to Change your Life" in which I assumed, was bought yesterday by my sister. I guess she hasn't gotten over the ex boyfirend yet. Can't believe she really fell in love with "Boy Manhid." I've invited her to go out for movie and coffee later in the afternoon and get some fresh air at the Town Center. Err.. not really fresh air but just something to clear the cobwebs.

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